| Wow. Oh how times have changed since the last time I wrote in here. I wrote in here May of 2 years ago. Last time I wrote in here I was about to go to my senior prom. I went with Dustin, we didnt have much fun, and he got arrested afterward. What an interesting night. I graduated in May and had quite an interesting summer. I spent my last summer before college crying and spending my days and nights in a disgusting smelly house with a bunch of boys because i was head over heels for one of them... Dustin. I went off to school in August of 07 to the University of Kentucky. I had some interesting times to say the least. I had a horrible roommate first semester so I had the brilliant idea to get an apartment with oh who do you know? Dustin. He had a job for 3 days and quit, so i was stuck with $425 rent a month on an hourly wage of $6.50. Oh how wonderful. We fought constantly and he lived there for 2 months, by the end of that two months, i hated him. He moved back home to live with his uncle and we tried to fix our fighting, with in a month, I knew he was the man that I wanted to spend the rest of my life with. I fell... hard for him. At this point we had been BFFB's for 2 years so I didnt expect it to go anywhere. We had started talking for hours every night, and I really felt like maybe it could actually work. I went home in March of 08 and lo and behold, he asked me out!!! March 7, 2008. Everything was going so perfectly and he was going to propose to me this october... he left for the military June 9, 2008, we made it through Basic training without any problems. We got a cell phone plan together and we really excited about our futures together. Then the problems started. We started fighting and stressing and having problems. After 7 months... Dustin broke up with me. :( He just got home for the first time in 5 months for 24 days and im really hoping that I get to see him before he goes to his permanent duty station in North Carolina. As much as hes hurt me and we've fought, i am still in love with him, and still want to spend the rest of my life with him. Now enough about Dustin. Hm, Ive got great friends, Lauren and Chris have always been there they've been great friends and i dont know where i would be without them. Even though i have had rough times with each of them theyve always been there. They are definately my best friends and i would do anything for them, theyre terriffic!  Im now a sophomore at UK and am focusing on school and trying to stay positive with everything else and not let anything get me down. Ive learned a lot since last year and i feel like ive really grown up, and im looking forward to the future. Hugs N Kisses. |
